ImaChibi

Life is pretty decent. I have gone from the only town I have ever gone to school in and loved to another. I've gained and lost friends, learned and made mistakes. It's all just been flying by. Now I'm halfway through summer, waiting until the school year starts to start my Sophomore year at another High school, while I'm currently taking a college course. I've already passed one course, now trying to pass this one. Monday and Tuesday will be another course. Monday the start, Tuesday the end. XD Short course. Orientation.

Everything is ok. I'm learning as many skills and as much as I can. Me and my lovely boyfriend are living, we see each other once a week or so. He has a job and I can't rive yet, will get my hardships license in August in order to drive myself where I need to. For example, school, Walmart, home. The only three places I plan to really drive haha.

I'm gaining weight, which is actually a bad thing. But hopefully I shall lose some soon. If I find time. I need to try and pulverize every detail of every chapter I need to lean into my head. So my brain hurts haha.

My boyfriend is kind of teaching me to play the drums, I'm teaching myself how to paint, pastel, and such. Plus more skills. My typing is getting faster, my planning is improving, my driving skills are still fluent (except backing up x.x) and overall I'm just growing as a person. I build things, I gain knowledge. I am alone most of the time, and honestly that suits me fine.

Just me, mom when she is home from work, her dog, and my studies. All of my best friends, friends, aquaintances, everyone who isn't mom, my boyfriend, or our dog is ignoring me and leaving me be. Sadly, I actually like it this way.

So thus far, I have been happily at home doing my objectives. I miss all of my DA friends and such, I just don't really have the time to get on often. I doubt I will get back on for a few months, so if I don't. then I love you all

Got to study some more government now, then world history. boring subjects for me because I can't remember them haha! Talk to y'all later, bye bye

Hey everyone, I know it's been quiet a while since I've been on. I've been through hell. I got busy with school and taking care of dad some... My dad has passed away. He died November 19 this year at 57 years old. His pancreatic cancer ate an ulcer through his stomach lining and they couldn't save him. He would have been 58 if he had made it little over two weeks. So I have been busy the past month being my mothers support and trying to do my best for dad to be proud. I haven't done anything really in the past month.

Honestly, I've been lazy. I need to work out more :/ lol. I handled dads death easier than mom, because I knew I had to move on and let it go. I cry at night sometimes and think of him. Let me tell what happened the day he died.

Mom woke me up, she ran into my bedroom and I was scared awake. I ran with her to their bathroom, and dad was laying in the floor. He was sweating and dazed, and embarrassingly he had accidentally done #2 in his underwear. We helped him up and onto the pot. After so long we put him into bed, mom was talking to his cancer doctor and he told us to just calm and relax him. He said he would be okay and that they would check later, because he was going to get treatment that day.

Well dad asked to go to the bathroom again, so we got him back to it. A moment after, because I was keeping watch on him (mom was getting dressed because we were going to take dad up there) and I saw him puke. I saw his puke was red, but I wasn't sure, so I waited a moment and saw him puke blood again. I shouted at mom and she ran over and looked. He threw up blood three times and she called the doctor back. He said that is a very bad sign and that we need to get him up to the ER as soon as possible.

I got dressed in less than 5 seconds and went to help mom. we took about 5 minutes gathering everything and rushed out the door with dad. Mom dropped me off at my aunts work place...I regret my choice so much now. I went to school instead of staying with him. I thought he was going to get better like the few other times. So I stayed there and waited with my aunt, then eventually went to school. When we were on the way to my aunts place though, I told dad how much I love him and have appreciated him all my life. I just didn't realize that would be one of the last times my dad would respond.

Later at school I called almost every class and checked on him. After school, like seconds after, they declared him code blue. When I reached the hospital, he was still unresponsive. The whole time I was there, my dad never opened his eyes. he couldn't smile with a tube shoved down his throat, taped to his face, tubes up his nose, pumping blood into his internally bleeding body with another tube draining the internal blood from his wound area.

My dad died soon after that, within an hour of me being up there. I saw him die, my mom fell. She couldn't breathe. She drove us home, me and my aunts, and I made her promise me not to kill herself or cut, no drugs or alcohol. She has done good, she hasn't done any of those things. Nor have I. It's been tough because at first we thought he was going to walk in through our front door anytime, severe denial. We are okay now though...

But yeah, that's one of the main reasons I haven't been on. 15 years old and now I no longer have my dad, grandma, grandpa(he moved almost as soon as grandma died), my dad's dad, my aunt is fighting breast cancer, grandma has a hip problem where her bone rubs bone, etc. we have so many problems.

Love everyone, happy new year, merry late Christmas, etc.

On the bright side, I think I might have found my soul mate, or maybe just my best guy friend, lol.

Again, sorry for having been off so long. I still wont be on often though, once a month maybe. I have to study, focus. I will get good grades and make my daddy proud

My friends, I'm sorry if I don't get back on here for a while, or even reply for a while.

1) My computer is being a butthole so i'm having problems, it's popping websites up and taking forever.

2) School starts in less than a week for me, I'm terrified because I hate being called fat. But I will go, and I will try. (Don't think I haven't tried being skinny, it's just hard for me. My family has an obesity gene.)

3) The internets being a butt to. So to everyone, I am sorry, and I hope this gets cleared up so I can bug yall some more soon Thx. Oh, and if you can guess where I live, (Just like, country, state, not city or exact location. If you know my exact location, I'm scared.)

Who ever guesses it first, I will either draw something incredible for you, or I will answer every question you have that isn't sexual, asking for anything sexual, to reveal my location, or anything of the such that is very private matters like that. I look forward to the prospect of either drawing or answering questions to whoever guess correctly. Also, whoever answers first I will draw something good or answer 3 questions. The first to guess correctly wins.

 

BUT IF YOU KNOW BECAUSE I TOLD YOU, PLEASE DON'T F* THIS UP AND TELL THE ANSWER. If so, I will tell you wrong. XDanishxGirlX 

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It won't take my file type, it's a story document and the extension is .doc

So I am no longer posting any frigging thing on this geto website. if you want a story, read it on my ff.net account. This sucks bollucks. f***ing gh3to site. Hating badly.

Comment and I will.. 

1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page for 20 seconds.

2. Tell you a color you remind me of.

3. Tell you an element I think you belong to. (e.g. water, fire, earth, air, etc.)

4. Tell you what character you remind me of.

5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.

6. Tell you something I like about you.

7. Tell you the object that is to the left of me.

8. Tell you what food/flavor/smell you remind me of. 

9. Tell you to put this on your journal.